Drifting

The past weeks were full of talks and insights shared. The last rules review is going to evolute into the next one, due in two days.

The new "contract over rules over will over wishes" system needs more finetuning. The nature of the dynamic is shifting. Sexually she is submitting deeper, closer to her edge, while in the other area's she can be more bratty and playful.

We noticed that during long workdays, or travel, when I am away, the dynamic is stressed, and she has difficulty to stay focussed. Drifting off into the gardens of the castle, doubting her actions, doubting if she is a good submissive. I started to challenge her wearing ben-wa balls when I am not home. No enforced times, just wearing them and reporting to me how long she is able to keep them in. This creates layers of connection, anticipation, and lust. So far it is working well.

Comming home to my dripping wet needy cunt is a great welcome. And treating her like a fucktoy a great release. Making her wear her onesie backwards, spreading her legs, lifting her shackled wrists. Hearing her breathing heavily as the toys are inserted. Her moans and wriggling are useless. It is when the tears of submission flow that she drifts off to subspace ready to be fucked like a ragdoll.

Of Wolf and Man

Rules revision was skipped last week due to a busy schedule, but there is changes ahead. Sometimes you can feel that.

Our short trip together showed me I need to be Dominant, I need to plot out ways to jump her. Triggering her into submission. Beat her into it if must be.

Past weeks, with a lot less scene-interaction. I am watching her struggle, emotionally on edge.

I am changing the game. I make her do things she did not do before. Make her say things she would not say before. I use her for my pleasure.

Fuck her when she is very tired. In her tight ass when she does not expect it. Not cumming inside her as I did before, but splashing my cum onto her face, tits, legs, wherever.

It is all within the established boundaries, but I am wandering around. Mixing it up to catch her by surprise and dominate her by forcing her into awkward and humiliating scenes. Using little or no pain.

I am not sure yet, but it seems I am using humiliation to satisfy my sadism. And pain or the threat of pain, to enforce it.


I will need to research this ... cause the filthy, dirty, disgusting, kinky, dark ideas that are arising from this direction make me wonder what kind of animal I am ... *growl*

The wolf inside is rearing his head ...

Of Wolf and Man - Metallica

Loudest

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Loud

Ordering her to lay down and still. But no need to be quiet. That theme pretty much took the center stage past few days. Making her beg for more. More strikes and more orgasms. Making her ask for my cum on her face. 

 

The way her eyes look at me. Almost disbelief of what is happening.  she is calling out 'i am a whore' .. repeatedly, louder and louder .. while fucking herself with a dildo and jerking me off. She cums again, groaning and moaning .. yelping as I hit her all over with a flat hand.

 

 

her legs hog tied on the front, being drilled with virbators in her ass and eggs on her clit for another set of orgasms, pushing my feet in her face ... she falls asleep panting. Still wearing the cuffs.

 

Somewhere in the middle of the night I release her from her bounds, holding her tightly. Waking her up the next morning by licking her clit and ass .. stopping just before she cums, driving her to the edge, begging me. I make her confess her desire for several cocks to fill her up, and when she is to exhausted to resist I turn her onto her belly and fuck her deliciously tight ass, cumming all over her back ...

 

Holidays, without the kids are rough, loud and very .. very .. hot.

Changeling

I love it when her mind goes from:

- No Master, there is no desire from me to orgasm ...

to:

- Please Master, can I cum now ?


Choking her, forcefully pinning her down. Lying on top, while roughly fucking, legs half openened. Panting, moaning. her tits jiggling. her muscles flenching.

We will have 8 days with just the two of us, no kids ... It will be pain and bliss combined.

Shaping the rules (4) - Pizza

Back from a nice week in France, heading onto a week with just the two of us and the dogs in the no man's countryside (north-east). At home for a couple of days, to send the teens off to their own holidays.

Yesterday was review and evaluation day. There was mainly one topic on the table. 'Asking for permission to orgasm'. I can not elaborate much on this now, but it became clear that there was an underlying thought pattern that has started to devellop into a direction I don't want. The rule will most likely be suspended for some time as I will search for better balance and development into the desired direction.

My focus was not on the cumming, it was on the 'asking permission', the controll. Her focus was on the orgasm, how to prevent it, untill granted allowed. We have gotten some idea's on the table and will start to play with them, to see what could work.

There was one moment during the family holiday where the kids were out by themselves and we had a couple of hours to ourselves. I did pack tie wraps, a vibrating egg and a small leather flogger (rather stingy). She was bent over the back of the chair, hands locked to the front legs, her ass perking backwards. The egg purring away at her g-spot .. the flogger harshly reddening her skin. There were some yelps, some moans and a rough fuck and deep seeding.
Leaving her panting for 10 minutes, returning and forcing her to cum twice more before tucking her into the sheets for a cuddle-nap ... untill the loud voices of kids, bringing home pizza, and knocking the door woke us up again.

It felt like claiming her ... this past week, to me, clearly indicates I need this thing we do ...

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Goodmorning

Past few days are full of stress. Leaving me tired at the end of the day. I know subby is craving a forcefull approach and a hard cock slutty-fying her. But taking control and falling asleep do not mix well.

This morning she had a rest day from her exercise plan. When I woke up her ass cheecks were smiling at me ... she was still asleep. I started fucking her in her sleep .. keeping the rythm slow but firm. She woke up and moaned lightly. I knew she had trouble switching but I wanted her to forget the stress, feel owned and used.

I came and pulled out .. leaving for the shower.

When I got downstairs, drinking my so needed espresso subby texted me. Asking approval to use a vibrator. I responded with a yes, and the condition to see it in action while my cum was still dripping out.

It didn't take long for the picture to arrive. When i came back from the short morning walk with the dogs she had just gotten out of the shower.

I waited for her to enter the room, subby thought I would say goodbye. Instead I pushed her onto the bed. Ordering the legs spread, applying the wand and after another orgasm. Hitting her all over with the selfmade crop.

I am in charge.

Heat, hot, hurt

The heat wave in the Netherlands (94F/34C) is taking some fun away. We don not have airconditioning, as normaly the temps not even go above 72F/22C. So everything is getting laid back. I am actually glad subby was rather obedient so no discipline was needed. I think whacking her ass for half an hour with a whip would be pretty tough ...

 

I fucked her for release a few times, cumming on her belly or tits, but she had not been allowed to cum for a couple of days, thus the attributes layed out on the bed where gleamed at, and I saw a faint smile.

 

 

Blindfolding her, gagging her, putting the rope harnass on linked to her wrists with single collumn ties. Tightening the lower part of the harnass as she moves her hands outwards. It all took only a few minutes.

 

I told her to use the two dildo's. Switching every time she orgasmed, smacking her all over her body with the small leather flogger. After several orgasms I pushed one dildo in and locked it with the rope, using the magic wand on her clit till she came again, and again.

 

 

 

Turning her around, her limbs loosely flaping around (how nice !)... smacking her ass a few times and fucking her from behind in between the ropes. Which I will never do again. My cock hurt for hours ...

 

*laughs*

 

I wont be repeating that move again I think ...

 

 

 

 

 

PS, And for those who read from US, happy 4th of July.

Permission

The past few days I felt like focussing on her asshole. It has been fucked deep and hard, it has collected my cum several times. More then once I got very intense and saw tears rolling down her face. But she took the ass plundering like a good slut.

 

There was a bug though. She had cum twice without permission a couple of days ago, and allthough I understand those two were difficult to handle, I did not want to let it pass.

 

The rules are clear:

• In Masters presence you will ask for permission to cum.
• If Master orders you to cum, you will do so as fast and as hard as you can.

So subby was set on the edge of the bed and box-tied with soft pink rope. She was collared and nipple clamped and told to stand up. She was lectured shortly, looking down shyly. Then she was forced to cum three times, while her ass was paddled on two small area's. The bright red glow was magnificent.

 

 

Then she was unleashed, the chains pushed into her wet hole, her mouth gagged, and the magic wand was set upon her clit. Laying on her own arms for three additional orgasms. I zapped the chain out, sending droplets of her wetness flying through the air. I could see she was exhausted. There was no resistance anymore as I flipped her around and started to fuck the wet cunt from behind.

The legs and red asscheecks wobbling with my pace. 

 

The "thank you Master" as I seeded her deep inside, made me feel warm and fuzzy, and after untying her I pulled her into my arms to fall asleep.

 

Forgiven.

Finishing up

So ... we had some finishing up to do.

Some girl got the chain of the leash in her cunt after being blindfolded.
Then she was paddled on the inside of her tights. Pulled over the bed roughly and repeatedly. That involved deep kissing and smacking her down on the bed.

Then the leash was removed, with a light whimper, and attached to her collar. Only to pull her off off the bed. She was bend over and her ass was severely smacked with a leather strap.

Landing her on her knees, her cunt on top of a dildo, that fucked her fast and deep. More whimpering took place.

Then this girls wrists got cuffed and her throat was fucked for her Masters pleasure. Lots of gagging was involved.

Then her ass was fiercely slapped again and she got fucked doggystyle, and seeded deep in her cunt.

She was helped out of her position and kindly tucked into the duvey. Kissed and cherished for being a realy good girl.

Interrupted

I planned the scene in the afternoon. Both the teens claimed to be out tonight not returning before 2 AM. Yay.

 

Blindfolded, tying her wrists together, to the headboard, and her ankles to the corner of the bed. Leaving her pussy exposed and open. I pushed some geisha balls in, thinking that would be nice when she was squirming around.

 

I flogged her ass, starting gently till the soft pink glow started to show.

 

"Are you ready ?" - "Yes Master" - smacking the flogger onto the left cheek.

"Are you ready ?" - "Yes Master" - smacking the flogger onto the right cheek.

"Are you ready ?" - "Yes Master" - smacking the flogger onto the left cheek.

"Are you ready ?" - "Yes Master" - smacking the flogger onto the right cheek.

 

Leaving her for a couple of seconds to let the impact sink in... Repeating the 4 strikes untill she said "No Master", and continued anyway. Having her squirm and trying to dodge the impact. Her panting and moaning was delicious and I decided to fill the pauses with magic wand, dildo, fucking and wax.

 

 

Wax was a first .. I tested it on myself in the afternoon to check for good distance as the candle was coloured and that could indicate a higher melting temperature. When the first drops hit her back, she shot forward like an animal, yelping. But there was no escape ..

 

Except for the phone that started ringing. My son was panicking. One of his friends hurt his foot by a broken bottle and they were trying to get home. 

 

So ... no aftercare for subby, I released her from her bounds, shoved the toys in a bag, grabbed my first aid kit and jumped into my car. It was a little over 3 AM when I finally returned from the emergency room.

 

Subby was soundly sleeping. Curling up to her I fell asleep a little later... now we will have to start all over again tonight ...

 

 

 



 

 

 

 

Breaching the wall

Subby was not so pleased with Master, making her wear the vibrating egg, the whole day. Untill the batteries ran out.

He had forgotten about it, and she took it out without permission. An infraction yielding two red asscheecks.

So i found her in bed, grumbling, curled up. Ordering her to open her legs .. licking her pussy. Slapping her ass a couple of times. Using a small vibe, a finger in her ass. Slowly turning her mood from ... 'i will let you'  to the fucking slut that begs ... 'Master .. please .. may i cum'. Putting my foot on her face ... rubbing her faster .. ordering her release.

'How many cocks do you want cunt ?'

'Three Sir!'

Putting my balls on her mouth. Ordering her to lick them while jerking me off on her tits and getting fingered deep to a squirting second orgasm .. then receiving my cum.

Mine

Cum-pie

 Ingredients:

• 6" dildo
• tie wraps
• Swiss army knife
• ben wa balls

Pre-heat your sub with the ben wa balls prior to arriving home from work
Tease her some more in the evening

Act tired and like not to much will happen and all of a sudden zip the tie wraps onto 2 wrists and one ankle.
Remove the ben wa balls, putting them in her mouth.

Over the course of the next 40-50 minutes
Fuck her, command her to cum, switch to the dildo, command her to cum again
Fuck her, command her to cum, switch to the dildo, command her to cum again, and cum again.
Use the knife a little, especially to cut the tie wrap on the ankle, then tie wrap the wrists to the bed and repeat the above process as follows.
Fuck her, command her to cum, switch to the dildo, command her to cum again
Fuck her, allow her to cum, together.
Wait till she thanks you, cut her loose, then fall asleep all cuddled up ...

Last night was wonderful.

My ass is Yours

Her mind was in the right place ...
"Would you like me to dress very sexy after my shower Master ?"

My mind was in the right place ...
Tying her into a gote box tie, messing with the cinches, cuffing her ankles loosely to the loop on her wrists. Ordering her to lie face down on the bed. Enjoying how she struggles to obey, not able to use her hands and arms.

Forcing her hips down roughly, pushing her pussy onto the magic wand. Feeling the vibrations all the way into my hands building up towards the first orgasm, her begging me for approval to cum, and a second .. and a third time ..
Smiling as she squirms while i hold the wand against the end of an 8" dildo. Telling her to enjoy the fucking. Watching her curvy red ass from the occasional slaps. "Cum again now !" ... her body shakes and bucks inside the ropes. 

Biting her ear, hissing, "I am going to fuck and cum in your ass."

"Yes Master, my ass is Yours"

Hearing faint moans as I plundered her ass, there was no escape. Hitting her back with my shirt while fucking that delicious ass faster and faster to finally hold still deep inside. Making her feel how my balls contract and load her with cum.

"Thank you, Master"

After untying her she fell asleep on my chest. Holding her firmly, watching her curves, caressing her hair as the candles died out.

Slowly turning pink

I had to work untill 19:00 yesterday. Comes with the job but when i finally stepped into my car I was happy to text my subby asking if she felt like inserting two vagina balls. She replied she would do later when the kids were taken care off.

As I got home half past eight .. dinner was served and we watched two episodes of modern family. Snuggled up together i was anticipating her to be all wet from internal vibrations ... But she had forgotten to insert them ...

I loved watching her bottom slowly turning pink as i smacked her pale skin with a self made implement. (End of a belt connected to a cane .. more like a riding crop with a long thick heavy leather end). she relaxed into the pain .. soft whimpers and moans .. tapping her everywhere, gentle, harsh, teasing, hard finally becomming unresponsive to my questions i knew she had drifted off.

I took out mr hitachi .. and after allowing her two intense orgasms ...it was time to use my cock and fuck her, face pinned down into the matras, pushing her ass down and fucking her pussy deep and hard till my seed filled up her insides while allowing her to cum once more ...

Goodnight subby ...