Just a couple of cents

My oh my, Just going to ramble some thoughts out there ...

My sub is not a pain-masochist.
For me the Sadism is not inflicting pain - per se.

I enjoy watching emotional struggle.

This can be by forcing her to write about something she dislikes, to force her to orgasm when she doesn't feel like it, to make her do things that she finds difficult. I enjoy her emotion when her face looks up at me and I can read from her eyes: "did he just seriously ask me to sniff up his cum from the floor ?"

I use pain/discomfort to guide her into doing it if she doubts to long or resists. To me the amount of pain she can take .. does not matter, I will continue to increase untill she does what I say. Her joy then does not come from the inflicted pain, but from the deep humiliation, the feeling of giving in and doing it ...

I told her to get on all fours, clamped her head between my thights and leaned over her, ripping her panties down .. encompassing and holding her forcefully, fingering her pussy ... when liquids began to flow abundantly, I released her head from between my legs.

"you wanna cum ?"
she nodded, "yes Master"
"then suck My cock and swallow it all, smear your face"

While the last spurt of cum was still gushing from my cock, I grabbed her head. Put it back between my tights. Bend over her back and grasped her ankles firmly ... touching her clit for 5 seconds ... then she erupted .. restrained by my legs and arms ...

Loudest

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Louder

The last day of our kid-less holiday emerged. I decided I wanted to cook a nice dinner for the two of us, but allas, the grocery stores were closed. A dinner for two at a local restaurant overtook the original idea. After taking care of the dogs (walking and feeding) we prepped ourselves to go out. As she was putting on some make-up, I went upstairs to the 'unused' double-bed room. I figured she would not expect any more scenes ...  so wrong ... so wrong.

 

When we arrived the week before, a little tour around the house confronted me with my Dominant streaks. I still look back at myself at times and think, how was this not obvious ... enfin. In all rooms I checked for play posibilities, a small lockable shed, a double-bed room, a seperate sauna room. Scanning for rope attachement points in ceilings, radiator pipes, closets ... and then I noticed a baby crib ...

 

I took the matress out, layed it onto the floor and put the crib upside down ... perfect.

 

Going back downstairs, grabbed a couple of ben-wa balls and hid them in my sunglass-container. Urging subby to hurry up. 

 

As I asked for the check, she said she needed a short restroom break. I gently grabbed her wrist and handed her the sunglass container. I could see her eyes twinkle as she felt the wobbly motion of the balls inside the container. Immediately she knew, this was not the end to the evening. As she returned from the bathrooms, she handed me the empty container. "Good Slut" I whispered.

 

As we entered through the front door I ordered her to get naked. She seemed surprised, and could not focus on undressing. I smacked her ass .."faster bitch". Still no focus .. "FASTER" .. smacking her randomly across her body. And as soon as she was naked, there was a leash on a collar, and nipple clamps with a chain dangling from her big tits. Without any words I pulled her upstairs into the prepped bedroom and commanded her: "GET IN" while lifting the crib.

 

I started groping her arms, belly, tits,  "You are MY cunt", "You will be used as I see fit". As I smacked her with a small hard leather flogger through the openings I made sure she knew, even inside that crib ...

 

"On fours", "close to the end" .. she huddled backwards, pushing out her ass as it pleases me. I groped into her cunt ... dripping ...

 

"YOU FUCKING WET WHORE"

 

she shivered ...

 

 

(read part 2 here) 

Loud

Ordering her to lay down and still. But no need to be quiet. That theme pretty much took the center stage past few days. Making her beg for more. More strikes and more orgasms. Making her ask for my cum on her face. 

 

The way her eyes look at me. Almost disbelief of what is happening.  she is calling out 'i am a whore' .. repeatedly, louder and louder .. while fucking herself with a dildo and jerking me off. She cums again, groaning and moaning .. yelping as I hit her all over with a flat hand.

 

 

her legs hog tied on the front, being drilled with virbators in her ass and eggs on her clit for another set of orgasms, pushing my feet in her face ... she falls asleep panting. Still wearing the cuffs.

 

Somewhere in the middle of the night I release her from her bounds, holding her tightly. Waking her up the next morning by licking her clit and ass .. stopping just before she cums, driving her to the edge, begging me. I make her confess her desire for several cocks to fill her up, and when she is to exhausted to resist I turn her onto her belly and fuck her deliciously tight ass, cumming all over her back ...

 

Holidays, without the kids are rough, loud and very .. very .. hot.

Goodmorning

Past few days are full of stress. Leaving me tired at the end of the day. I know subby is craving a forcefull approach and a hard cock slutty-fying her. But taking control and falling asleep do not mix well.

This morning she had a rest day from her exercise plan. When I woke up her ass cheecks were smiling at me ... she was still asleep. I started fucking her in her sleep .. keeping the rythm slow but firm. She woke up and moaned lightly. I knew she had trouble switching but I wanted her to forget the stress, feel owned and used.

I came and pulled out .. leaving for the shower.

When I got downstairs, drinking my so needed espresso subby texted me. Asking approval to use a vibrator. I responded with a yes, and the condition to see it in action while my cum was still dripping out.

It didn't take long for the picture to arrive. When i came back from the short morning walk with the dogs she had just gotten out of the shower.

I waited for her to enter the room, subby thought I would say goodbye. Instead I pushed her onto the bed. Ordering the legs spread, applying the wand and after another orgasm. Hitting her all over with the selfmade crop.

I am in charge.

Permission

The past few days I felt like focussing on her asshole. It has been fucked deep and hard, it has collected my cum several times. More then once I got very intense and saw tears rolling down her face. But she took the ass plundering like a good slut.

 

There was a bug though. She had cum twice without permission a couple of days ago, and allthough I understand those two were difficult to handle, I did not want to let it pass.

 

The rules are clear:

• In Masters presence you will ask for permission to cum.
• If Master orders you to cum, you will do so as fast and as hard as you can.

So subby was set on the edge of the bed and box-tied with soft pink rope. She was collared and nipple clamped and told to stand up. She was lectured shortly, looking down shyly. Then she was forced to cum three times, while her ass was paddled on two small area's. The bright red glow was magnificent.

 

 

Then she was unleashed, the chains pushed into her wet hole, her mouth gagged, and the magic wand was set upon her clit. Laying on her own arms for three additional orgasms. I zapped the chain out, sending droplets of her wetness flying through the air. I could see she was exhausted. There was no resistance anymore as I flipped her around and started to fuck the wet cunt from behind.

The legs and red asscheecks wobbling with my pace. 

 

The "thank you Master" as I seeded her deep inside, made me feel warm and fuzzy, and after untying her I pulled her into my arms to fall asleep.

 

Forgiven.

Breaching the wall

Subby was not so pleased with Master, making her wear the vibrating egg, the whole day. Untill the batteries ran out.

He had forgotten about it, and she took it out without permission. An infraction yielding two red asscheecks.

So i found her in bed, grumbling, curled up. Ordering her to open her legs .. licking her pussy. Slapping her ass a couple of times. Using a small vibe, a finger in her ass. Slowly turning her mood from ... 'i will let you'  to the fucking slut that begs ... 'Master .. please .. may i cum'. Putting my foot on her face ... rubbing her faster .. ordering her release.

'How many cocks do you want cunt ?'

'Three Sir!'

Putting my balls on her mouth. Ordering her to lick them while jerking me off on her tits and getting fingered deep to a squirting second orgasm .. then receiving my cum.

Mine

Spider

It crept up on the wall. I didnt notice it at first, and once it was in full sight ... , I hate it when that happens.

I planned a relaxing evening, candles, dimmed lights. Messing a bit with her mind .. telling her to prepare as I threw the magic wand on the bed. Told her to lie face down. I started using the magic wand on her shoulders and neck. Using some light scented oil .. removing all the knots in her shouders. Then using my hands to rub her whole back ... Some more magic wand fun and then falling asleep.

Getting up early, walking the dogs and preparing a sweet breakfast for us. But as I was just finishing up, getting ready to bring everything upstairs, she rushed into the kitchen ???

Subby: "Going to the doctor with the daughter" I argued about the reasons and claimed it was not that urgent, but the appointment was set, etc etc ... So off she went.

I sat at the kitchen table, and ate the breakfast alone. Completely dissapointed, Pissed off. As they returned hours later, the spider had already gotten in plane sight.

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When subby told me "Master, I'm done with your mood. If you want to punish me, just to blow off steam, go ahead" I blocked. I put this thing we do on pause.

I am used to plans being just plans, Getting changed all the time, it is my work ... yet I am bad at handling change of plans when it concerns 'time for the two of us'. Being interupted at such times makes me growl. I just wanted to be nice to her ...

And she was right, it fouls my mood. But I dont want to beat her for it, even if she is willing to do/take that for me. I need to be in control before, not as a result.

I take two lessons away from this, that if the spider shoots across the wall again:

• I stay in control by bending along the disruption. i.e. "Allthough I think it is not wise to not first have breakfast, and the urgency is not appearant. You will go to the doctor with her now"
• To ease off my mood, and allow her submission to help me without using pain. I could try a different approach.Dominating her without impact i.e. Letting her fingerfuck herself and cum for me to watch; Have her insert a bad mood plug she can take out only when I am calm again; Tie her up.

Thanks for reading through. This post was on draft a while, changing it, tweaking it with growing insight. I try to refrain from publishing in emotion, that just doesn't work for me.

Any constructive feedback, comments or insights are welcome :)

Flagrant Jelly

Due discipline was the prelude to yesterday nights forgiving anal fuck. Subby sometimes forgets her position, and gets herself in trouble with a ''slightly'' bratty attitude.

I wouln't call it punishment. Punishment would be consequence of a wilfull act against a rule. Discipline is to nudge her back on track.

Blindfolded, gagged, nipples clamped, wrists tied with the rope firmly sunk into her pussylips, kneeling for 10 minutes. Watching her thoughts sink in, slowly. Her legs started trembling. I enjoyed seeing her loose track of  balance and time. Breathing heavily and drooling slightly. I checked on her after 7 minutes. Helped her keep balance a little with my carbon cane pressed against her shoulders. I still wanted to fuck her senseless afterwards, so having her tumbling forward hitting the wall was no option.

After 10 minutes I removed the blindfold and the gag. Untied one wrist and lead her to the bed. Tying her wrists to the headboard. Entering a remote vibe into her pussy. Fingering her clit.

Each time she asked for permission, i stopped the vibe and waited two seconds longer before she was allowed to cum, by 10 seconds .. she was jelly in my hands. I tied her legs as well and fucked her pussy. Her dripping wet delicious cunt.

"You may cum anytime, and when you have, ..."
"I will fuck and cum in your ass"

I love forgiving her like that .. hehe ..

Adorable

I was in a good mood, while walking through the kitchen to fetch myself a beer. Seriously ? Yes.

I noticed the amount of beers was getting to the low side of what the rules prescribe (minimum 2 available cold beers). So I thought to hint subby to be aware of it ...

Me: "You might need to check on the number of beers in the fridge, it is running low"
subby: "Maybe Master shouldn't drink that much then ..."

She realised she crossed the line, and tried smiling her way out of it.
A really cute and sexy smile.
Very innocent.
Adorable.

But there is no escape.

Belt

Pulling the belt out of my pants, feeling the leather slide through my fingers,  she looks at me, desire, to please.

"who's slut are you ?"
"I am your slut, Master"

Making her spread her legs, snapping the belt on her inner tights.
feeling her up, gently smacking her tits, belly, pussy,
harder and rougher.

Licking her clit, sucking it,eating her, devouring her pussy. Groping her tits, she squirms, moans, breaths heavily, asking for permission to cum.

I stop and tell her .. she can when the belt touches her clit. I lift my arm backwards, as if I will hit her hard... She flinches and closes her legs.

FUCK

Before she has any time to think, she is rolled her over and gets her ass smacked hard.
Ten times.

Turning her onto her back again, OPEN YOUR LEGS !.
She slowly obeys. Then I gently rub her clit with the loop of the belt. CUM !

Her back arches, as she clenches into orgasm. Her fingers digging into the sheets. Moaning, panting, she thanks me.

Pulling her close to suck me deep. She gags on my cock, continuing vigorously.
I love those wet sounds, the coughs, the moans. I tell her she can cum whenever as I start eating her pussy again. And when her pussy contracts for the 5th time, so do my balls, seeding her sexy mouth as I collapse on top of her ....

Slowly turning pink

I had to work untill 19:00 yesterday. Comes with the job but when i finally stepped into my car I was happy to text my subby asking if she felt like inserting two vagina balls. She replied she would do later when the kids were taken care off.

As I got home half past eight .. dinner was served and we watched two episodes of modern family. Snuggled up together i was anticipating her to be all wet from internal vibrations ... But she had forgotten to insert them ...

I loved watching her bottom slowly turning pink as i smacked her pale skin with a self made implement. (End of a belt connected to a cane .. more like a riding crop with a long thick heavy leather end). she relaxed into the pain .. soft whimpers and moans .. tapping her everywhere, gentle, harsh, teasing, hard finally becomming unresponsive to my questions i knew she had drifted off.

I took out mr hitachi .. and after allowing her two intense orgasms ...it was time to use my cock and fuck her, face pinned down into the matras, pushing her ass down and fucking her pussy deep and hard till my seed filled up her insides while allowing her to cum once more ...

Goodnight subby ...